As the years progressed, I found it no easier to know how to talk to or treat women. A friend of mine, Lisandria, decided to show me the secret to women. She would teach me how to talk, treat, and understand what a woman expects of me. One afternoon, Lisandria introduced me to her best friend by the name of Tanico, which would open the door to new opportunities. Tanico was a special kind of woman, but in first meeting her, she tended to get on my nerves. She would always try to bring me down telling me, “You aren’t all that. You think you look so good.” The phrase, “I look good” never came out of my mouth. Maybe she thought my appearance was nice and began the art of “hatricity.” It amazes me that people treat others like this just by looking at them. Why she would say that or why others would say that to me in the future was always a mystery.

Nico and I started off a bit rocky and managed to tolerate one another after some time. The three of us would hang together on weekends. There was nothing for me to do at the time, so why not waste time with beautiful women. After all my other failed attempts, I was unsure of myself. Life goes on as they say and Nico would assist in this endeavor. My eyes could not avoid the fact that she was beautiful. Tanico was 5’6, about 120 pounds, caramel colored skin, and beautiful brown eyes. She had this short hair style that fit her face and put you in the mind of Lisa Raye. Her frame was slim in the waist, yet her hips were a nice width. She was truly a beautiful young woman and it was my luck to be around her.

After a while, Tanico, Lisa, and I began to hang together on a normal basis. Lisandria informed me that it was time for me to branch out and try some things with other women. It felt as if she was rejecting me and wanted to pawn me off. However, my assumption was far from the truth. Apparently, Lisandria had loaned me out to Tanico. She felt it necessary to tell Tanico how much fun we would have together. Lisa had a point behind everything she did, but this one had me clueless. Was she trying to pawn both of us off on one another because she was tired? Lisa said she just needed for me to believe in myself, and it would show that I was an attractive and fun person. What Lisa told Tanico wasn’t told to me until after the fact. Lisa asked her to just hang out with me to help boost my self-esteem. Lisandria was also helping Nico search for her inner person.

The two of us hit it off well after starting off rocky, being that we thought we were two different individuals. Tanico spent time with Lisa for the same reasons I spent time with her. In a way, the two of us fed off of Lisa and her energy. She taught both of us lessons about relationships and we both aspired to be like her, although Nico wouldn’t admit this. We were young and unclear of what we needed. Tanico was shy, but tried to act like she was very outgoing. We talked or should I say she talked and really began to show me who she really was. Tanico wasn’t too far from the person she sat across the table from. She was a shy young woman, with not many friends, dependant on the guidance of Lisandria, yet she acted as if she wasn’t following Lisa. She would continue to give me a hard time about my looks, yet I knew it was a defense mechanism. The weird thing is how listening to her, my mind began to find cues that alert you to how women are truly. Often time’s women tell you what you want to hear to get with you and my ears listened closely to what she was saying. Hearing contradictions and fantasy helped me understand that she wanted to be something she wasn’t. This was my next lesson from Lisandria, and it would show great value. It isn’t as if she explained everything to me, but some of the things she would mention stuck. Tanico was trying to hide who she really was. However; Nico never lied to me about anything, just avoided certain things.

Tanico and I would initially see one another in meetings over Lisa’s home. Watching movies or just playing cards, we found out much about one another in idle conversation. She thought she was the “dawg” when playing spades and talked enough shit for all of us. Eventually, the two of us would break out on our own with going to the mall or maybe catching a movie when Lisa pulled out. We would often forget that she was actually married. I believe that we only started spending time with one another because we didn’t have shit else to do. We both were boring as hell. Above all, I can say we really enjoyed one another. When your life is shitty, you tend to form a bond with someone whose life is as shitty.

One evening at my apartment, Tanico and I decided to hang out. After a couple of months getting to know one another, we were pretty cool. To play it cheap, we chose to relax at my apartment and watch television. All my eyes could do was stealthily stare at her beautiful face, as she sat to the right of me watching television. Her beauty was enhanced by those deep brown eyes, curvaceous beautiful body, brown colored skin, soft pleasant lips, and a soft voice.

To be continued……………….

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