One day I began looking at the personal ads on the internet, hoping to find a connection with my special someone ? At any given time there must be hundreds of people looking, perhaps even 1000’s are hoping to make that connection with someone. It all begins with flirting gestures , you can send a kiss, a wink , a hello just to let them know that there is an interested party. Often times all these gestures go unnoticed and are never responded to, because maybe they looked at your profile or picture and instantly dismissed you. While at other times, this person may respond and ask to know more about you, this opens the door for further emails, instant messages, and hopefully a phone conversation. I do believe you can make a connection with someone through the internet, if you are honest, upfront and honorable. People can sense in this in the words you write and in the thoughts you choose to relay to them. So with that our story begins, “The Internet Connection, Fate or Fantasy?”

The most wonderful experiences in life cannot be planned or foretold, you must be open to the hands of fate. Our future as they say maybe written in the stars but it is only the beginning pages, it is left for us to write the story of how we reach our fate, the when? The how? the where? They are so many possibilities, you might find that special someone in a bar, the supermarket, the internet, or in the pages of a personal ad, etc…We spend our time weaving our dreams of more and never being able to put it into words, let alone finding a woman, who can be our dream come true? I wish to find that balance of love and passion, of fate versus fantasy , often times what we seek becomes more than our dreams can envision.

You are a dream at this point, or like a mirage in the desert, real as a distance vision, unreal as I get closer to you. Sometimes even the simplest words cannot express the emotion we wish to see and hear in someone’s voice , actions , or in their written words. I have faith and confidence in the stars and I know that one day we will meet and all answers will be clear, often times the greatest words are left unspoken.

So as I began my correspondence with a lady who lives on the West coast versus me who lives on the East coast, something called and connected us from across the miles. But with the distance and the routine of our daily lives, we chose to accept the limitations placed upon us by distance.

This Lady is blonde, 5’8, BBW (Translation: Big, Beautiful, Woman), with confidence, independence, a fierce passion for life and adventure. She is the elusive femme I seek down to the very core and whether this connection is real or imagined ? I must wait until we can meet for the question to be answered. She has whispered words that haunt me; the way she describes herself captivates, intrigues, and invades my thoughts on a daily basis. I am fully aware of the reality that someone closer may capture her before I have the chance to reach the West coast ?

She has captured my interest like no other has in a long time; we have exchanged photos, and feel that something is forming. All this happening over a personal ad on a website is strange, I admit, but it is an investment of time and even real time emotion. I dream of seeing her smile, feeling her sweet kisses, and holding her close in my arms.

The desire to want more passion, your fantasies to come true in one person, does it exist? I willingly walk into this with my eyes wide open and take the risks that we may never meet. All will be revealed in time, our secrets and desires will be uncovered as we continue upon this path called life. Our time together can be filled with electrifying passion, even primal in nature at times, but yet gentle and loving as at the moment my heart is tied to you, until the fates decide their course.

Will this internet connection prove to be “Fate or Fantasy?” Will she become just another memory, where upon I must then write the words “Hello Ms Heartbreak, I’ve been expecting you?”

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