“My ex and I broke up in April citing reasons not feeling the same way as me amongst other things as the cause. We’ve gradually gotten back on speaking terms recently.
It’s the anniversary of his mother’s death this month and being that I still care about him and his family, I sent him a little message stating that I hoped all was well and that my thoughts were with them all. From then on and for the past week, the emails have been full of reminiscing, remembering and flirting. Although this wasn’t what I intended to happen, I find myself wanting more again. The truth is I’ve no idea what he’s thinking.
We’re so completely right for each other it’s painful. I wouldn’t be this concerned if it was just a passing thing, but we had and still have a genuine spark and connection and it just works.
About two months ago he asked to see me. He said he’d been missing things and perhaps realized how lucky he was. We met up for dinner, chatted, flirted and had a lovely evening. I asked him about a week later if maybe he would like to re-start things again, very slowly, to see what if. He declined after much thought saying that he felt we’d just end up back in the same place and that he doesn’t want to put me through any tough situations he has coming his way (i’m assuming he means his mother’s anniversary). If he just wanted to be friends I don’t understand why he said that he missed things and sounded full of regret.
I’m completely head over heels, and even though we’ve been broken up a little while, my feelings haven’t changed, i’ve just had to accept things as they are. Now all of this has happened….
– Michelle (29, Leigh, Essex, UK)
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